Beauty so deep, so pure,so high . How much deeper in love can one possibly fall. How much more devotional seva can one do with such a materialistic lifestyle in this world oh so filled with maya. In this period of Kali yuga how much is possible. So divine,the sweet absolute. The bestower of the whole universe . Jagath cintamani .
Back from Thailand. Such a short stay yet, i miss it so much. Feels like i’ve left my family there. A huge gimungous part of me and my soul behind.. Its like i’ve recollected and learnt and realised and moved ever since then. Goodness. What is my purpose and What am i doing? Its really time for change . Now. So much meaning. So much beauty. So much truth. So much ecstacy. So much bliss. So much everything yet so much negligence,ignorance. Seriously nothing can ever be compared. Nothing at all. This is who i am. Who im going to become. After being knocked on the head with some sense by a friend,all the more reason to get to it. Well at least to however much i can. Making me see the two faced aprathees we really are in this material world with material minds. I wish i could just like copy paste the whole convo here. Haha. But,no. Bottomline is, its time for change. Step by step,it’ll all go away and i will be Vaishnavi D.D . Back to that girl in the magazine. No more rubbish. One by One. (:
Back from Thailand. Such a short stay yet, i miss it so much. Feels like i’ve left my family there. A huge gimungous part of me and my soul behind.. Its like i’ve recollected and learnt and realised and moved ever since then. Goodness. What is my purpose and What am i doing? Its really time for change . Now. So much meaning. So much beauty. So much truth. So much ecstacy. So much bliss. So much everything yet so much negligence,ignorance. Seriously nothing can ever be compared. Nothing at all. This is who i am. Who im going to become. After being knocked on the head with some sense by a friend,all the more reason to get to it. Well at least to however much i can. Making me see the two faced aprathees we really are in this material world with material minds. I wish i could just like copy paste the whole convo here. Haha. But,no. Bottomline is, its time for change. Step by step,it’ll all go away and i will be Vaishnavi D.D . Back to that girl in the magazine. No more rubbish. One by One. (:
